LOSING HOPE
---NYLAZZIR---
Shadows in my mind are all entwined
Thought of hope to get it through
Thought of fear to lost it all
Inner tumult whispering in my mind
I can hear voices keep on nagging me
What if your best you bet is not enough?
What if now you lost and flunk?
So many what ifs, I couldn’t seem to think
I have gone far enough this time
I have given it all I have to survive
Thinking one way or another I would make it
Despite of everything getting complicated
It’s just not so easy to accept the fact
The fact of failure in this point of my life
Refusing to admit that I could ever fall
From the upward climb, I’m learning to mount
I wanted to wish that everything turns out right
I wanted to convince myself there’s yet a chance
I wanted to try and break free from defeat
But now all I do is cry, coz I got no control over it.
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