TIRED OF

TIRED OF

---nylazzir---

　　

　　

I’m tired of acting someone I am not

I’m tired of keeping it all in my heart

But when I try to break free from this stuff

I run scared and resort to my mask

　

I’m tired of appearing unfeeling and strong

I’m tired of pretending unhurt, unscathed

And when pain hit a nerve in my heart

I always fight back the tears in my eyes

　

I’m tired of watching myself suffer

I’m tired of hiding a trace of fear

But as the fright get on my nerves

I take the shiver with a shrug of a shoulder

　

I’m sick and tired of playing a dummy

A dummy of my own, conceal my own identity

I’m sick and tired of not being me

‘Coz I missed my old self so terribly.